No feeling is final.

From what I’ve seen and heard, Justin’s brother is kind of a dead-beat, so Justin has taken up the responsibility of raising his nephew. He has custody and everything, so it’s all official and legal, not just a temporary thing. And so essentially, he has a child.  Am I seriously considering dating someone who has a kid? I’m only nineteen. I don’t know who to talk to because none of my friends have ever been in this situation. I mean, this doesn’t change the way I feel at all and I’ve known about his nephew since day one, but it just hit me and like, what is my life. I get that I’d just be the girlfriend, but still. I’d be dating a guy with a lot of responsibility at a really young age. I feel like this is a big deal. I don’t really need advice, I don’t guess, I just need someone to acknowledge my thoughts, whatever they may be because I’m not really sure right now.

Guess who smells delicious? Guess who just got asked out on a date? Guess who is super happy? Guess who needs to go to the gym?

THIS GIRL

• Take a luxurious and exfoliating shower
• Do a little bit more homework
• Go to sleep at a decent hour
• Wake up and look and feel refreshed for class

Good plan, Anna. And go. 

I have homemade vanilla pudding and just enough motivation to complete some of my homework. Plus, my grandmother is in a good mood and I got paid today. In conclusion, life is good. 

I’m going to wear a pink and blue dress to class tomorrow and I’m going to wear my hair down and I’m going to be super cute and happy and yes.

So I want to be all cute and feminine at school, but I don’t want to seem like I’m trying too hard or overdressing.  I’ve been abusing Google in all of my efforts to find out what people normally where because everyone in my class dresses like a slob and I don’t want to look like that.